What did he do to deserve this?
Two women who need his help in endless ways.....must have a whole lot of bad karma to work thru...
Sunday we went out and did a family trip to the shopping mall for lunch.
Dear Son had to help both Okaasan and Me get from the front door to the car safely, across the still melting, icy snow. Had to find sweater/socks/handbag/coat for Okaasan. Coat and keys for Me.
At the shopping mall he had to take Okaasan down the escalator. Then leave her gripping onto a rail. Run back UP the other escalator and help me hop awkwardly onto the moving top step...down two flights of escalators.
Then I hopped thru the shopping center with them.
Restaurant. Noodles for lunch. Okaasan ordered a huge set and Dear Son was in charge of sneaking food off her plate and finally halting her eating, eating....
Then they went shopping. I sat on a bench.
Then he went and got the car and helped his two old women back into the car, and drove us home.
I'm exhausted just thinking about it.
AND.....I've joined Okaasan in the soiled clothes routine....the other night I didn't have the energy to go back downstairs to use the toilet...woke up next morning with a Godfather-life-wetness-in-the-bed. Only it wasn't a horse's head.....
So Dear Son had wet sheets and pajamas and a soiled mattress....which he managed to move into our all day sunny office space - where a lot of baking powder and a hard vacuuming has hopefully cleaned it....Oh. I hate being like this. :-(
He's done a lot over the past 3 weeks. We've got stroppy with eachother several times. But I AM so grateful to him.
I could give some thankyou back - let him go off yesterday and use two free movie tickets a student gave me. And I agreed that he could and should go ski working this weekend - it will be a boring old weekend for me....but I can just about get food on the table and wash up dishes. Feed the cats. Wash their dishes. Clean the litter box.
I think I can. I am getting around to most of my work solo now. With help from students and center staff.
Last night I walked 3 small steps into his waiting hands - like a toddler. The knee is still swollen and aches. Not big pain. But aches. Behind the knee muscles and ligaments seem....healing....
Oh. Just tired at the moment.
Many people with far worse problems....just feel sorry for myself. I'm not a good invalid.